I honestly have no idea what i'm doing. I just wing it and hope for the best. When it comes to life it's all luck and god's will. When it comes to men i notice only few of the repeating patterns that lead to failure. I have no idea what i'm doing. It could all flip over in the blink of an eye and i wouldn't even know what happened. So please, be honest with me. Because otherwise i just keep guessing in my head and i'll never know the answer even after it's too late.